i click the small msn messenger icon beside my start icon on the taskbar everyday
to check whether there's an email
to check whether there's hope
to check whether there's a reduction in distance between me and nus.
today after hustling and bustling at school,
i signed in to msn messenger,
the small icon on the top right corner which represent hotmail
finally got a "(1)' beside it.
only one person in my school know that special email i use to apply unis
and it isnt likely that he will email me this moment,
somemore i was rejected by NTU 3 months ago,
exactly on my birthday. (sad right. ==)
so it must be NUS.
as i grip the mouse hard,
moving the cursor to that icon,
every inch i drew closer to the icon my heart pumps faster.
this is where good internet connect a.k.a doesn't come in handy.
i though i can still go on "did they pick me ? did they no pick me? did they pick me ?" in my mind,
but the line was too damn fast, it only took 0.000001secs to load.
straight away i can see
NUS OFFICE OF ADMISSIONS NUS 2012 - APTITUDE TEST AND INTERVIEW
the word "interview" is exactly representing "god damn martin, u got a chance alr."
i screamed to the top of my lungs,
hope my neighbors didnt think i was crazy or so.
but then its just a chance to go for interview nth big. (LOLs, ruining the mood myself)
Gonna work my ass off for the test.
Even trying one sem architecture in NUS i'm satisfied.
Recently good things had been happening to me once a week too.
I hope this could go on,
it really motivates me to improve myself. XD